Wednesday, October 16, 2013

I Know I’m Asking A lot, Since I’m far From Perfect…

number one with red heart - by itselfI know I’m asking a lot because I’m far from perfect. However, I really need to know that the person I’m with knows for sure I’m the one or I don’t want to get married.

Even if I’m over 50 pounds overweight and may be almost too old to have children, and don’t always so or say the right things, my standards are the same.

And if miss out on love because of it, well, I know at least I did my part to show I cared. I know I’m asking a lot even though I’m far from perfect, but I just don’t want to have to try so hard anymore. I just don’t have the energy for it, and need someone willing to meet me halfway.

Of course, I also have to get used to someone wanting to be with me. It’s hard to after years of feeling rejected. I’ll tell you it’s nice, though – nice to know there’s people out there who don’t change their mind once a week.